
Symphony of blessings
Each drop such joy to behold
God’s sweetest tender whisper
Beyond all riches and gold
In life's amazing journey, we begin and end with love.

Have you seen my Beloved?
He walks the garden alongside me
He commands the gentle breeze to serenade and fill the atmosphere
Tranquility is the dance that we share
Have you seen my Beloved?
He guides me with His light
He illuminates my darkest of nights
He blesses me with indescribable joy within
Have you seen my Beloved?
He takes on every weight of my world
He carries the burden of my broken nature
He restores me, He recreates me, He makes me beautifully whole
Have you seen my Beloved?
He took every blow that would have landed on my face
He shielded me from every beating, every scourging, every taunting, endless shame
Have you seen my Beloved?
His blood dripped in the crossroads of my life where He put an end to my downtrodden path and paved a way for my redemptive road
He is The Way to eternal life
Have you seen my Beloved?
He is The Truth that silences every lie
He shuts the deafening manipulation and overrides every destructive tide
Have you seen my Beloved?
He hung on the tree for me
He said “I love you forever” through His finished work in eternity
Have you seen my Beloved?
A boulder they used to separate Him from me
But they were all astonished for His body they could no longer see
They searched for Him but could not find Him
It was the greatest mystery
He resurrected and shut the gates of Hell
He rose victoriously
Have you seen my Beloved?
His marks of love on His hands and feet and side for all to see
The world could no longer reason out or deny His sovereignty
Have you seen my Beloved?
He ascended into Heaven in His glorious throne
Seated at the right hand of Our Heavenly Father
Crowned with highest honor beyond measure
The Name above all names
Have you seen my Beloved?
He prepared a special place for me that only the pure heart can see
I am not of this world
I am a citizen of my True Home Heaven
And I look forward to that precious day when my Beloved shall come back for me
Such glorious rapture beyond compare
Triumphant blasts of trumpets rare
Thunderous applause with limitless decibels
My Beloved is near
He is near, He is near
Then unfathomable holy-ground silence
The wind rushing in lightning-speed stillness
The brightest light of a billion mornings
My beloved is here
He is here, He is here
Do you see my Beloved?
Oh how my heart weeps and leaps
Worshipful in awe-struck wonder
Jesus, Sweet Mighty King Jesus,
My Beloved Jesus is finally here
Sit serenely in royal calmness
Kneel sweetly in Godly worship
Rest peacefully in the greenest of
pastures
Stand strong as a mighty king tree
Move in harmony with beautiful creation
Dance luminously with the wind
Sway gracefully throughout the storm
Steady in unfathomable certainty
Bask in the sunshine of glorious celebrations
Herald the joy of dawn
Breathe the limitless joyous blessings
Laugh with the blast of trumpets
Give with rivers of abundance
Receive with gracious humility
Live in childlike awe and revelry
Worship God with every fiber within me
Love God beyond this lifetime unto eternity
You have given me all these precious jewels in love
You are my greatest love lesson, Daddy
And my heart will always love loving you
HAPPY 8th VICTORIOUS YEAR IN OUR TRUE HOME HEAVEN!!!!! 🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅

In the middle of the ocean
In the darkest of storms
I was shivering from exhaustion
Alone and gasping for air
I thought I had died
Overcome with grief
Drowning in loneliness
No one could see me
My shouts fell flat amidst gigantic waves that roared in crescendo
I spiralled into despair
Wondering if I had a way out
An escape from the maddening chaos
To an imagined world of tranquil waters
Crystal clear vision into my weary soul
Then the waves washed me over to the shore
And then I looked at the vast ocean once more
A hand reached out to me
Giving me respite from the brutal storm
I fell asleep to the humming music in the air
For the first time in my life
I saw the face of forever
The palpable presence of hope and strength
Resilience that shut the anger of the storm
There she stood amidst the waves
Serenading the vastest of oceans
Calming the fiercest of storms
She showed me the miracle of faith
Unlocking the key to the purest of joys
She brought me closer to myself
To see all the good and beautiful, all the bad and ugly, all the rivers and deserts, all the peaks and valleys
She helped me throw away all the labels, all the limitations, all the boxes, everything that was burdening my load
She showed me how to befriend the ocean
She showed me how to embrace the storm
She inspired me to walk in the ocean of storms
Blessed bliss beyond compare
She shared the jewel that she discovered
She revealed the source of her indomitable strength
The radiance of her countenance
That wanted me to hope once more
She pointed me to THE ROCK
Immovable Rock
Unshakeable Fortress
Her face beheld the Most Beautiful Light
She reflected The Light of Life that illuminated the darkest of tempests and the toughest of storms
She was gazing upon OUR PRECIOUS LORD JESUS CHRIST
He held her hand throughout the storms
He embraced her and shielded her that she supernaturally walked in the ocean of storms
And so now because of our MIGHTY MATCHLESS KING JESUS,
We’re both walking gloriously on water
We’re dancing jubilantly on waves
We’re celebrating our eternal victory in God’s sweetest embrace
She is my sister, she is my dearest friend,
The truth seeker, the jewel emancipator,
The giant slayer, the true general,
The most beautiful radiant precious authentic human I’ve ever loved
She is the Storm Chaser
How dare you!
Who do you think you are?
To lull me to sleep
With your razor blade words and saccharine tones
You trapped me in a box till my arms and legs outgrew that absurdly tiny space
That tension made me explode into fractions of the minutest pieces all over the place
It has been taking me years to find them and pick them up
How dare you!
Who do you think you are?
To rape me incessantly
Bleeding me to the core
Jeering and misleading me once more
Your wicked plans strapped close to your chest
As you imagine more ways of torturing me undetected
How dare you!
Who do you think you are?
To speak abominations
Of hollow empty promises
Dangling the shadow of hope in your hands
Deceiving me into oblivion
Giving me the drink of darkness in the soul
How dare you!
Who do you think you are?
To shame me in the court of the multitude
As you plant those seeds of doubt and discontent
In the secret fields of my solitude
Your weeds have been crowding my mind
How dare you!
Who do you think you are?
To pollute my well of purity
With evil intentions and belligerent energies
The silent waters that once ran deep have been stirred like a hornet’s nest
Stinging me with pain unbearable
I numbed myself in silence
How dare you!
Who do you think you are?
To parade me in my innocence
Before throngs of unrecognizable faces
Invading my space and bringing me to the guillotine
Avoiding my gaze and pleas for help
You fed me to the pack of wolves
How dare you!
Who do you think you are?
To snuff out all my brilliant ebullience
You extinguished the optimistic flame within
And turned it into the raging fires of rage
Yet trapped inside my inner world
Twisting every right to express myself
How dare you!
Who do you think you are?
To blind me to the true beauty of creation
Making me look at all the lack
By imposing the narratives of your turbulent past
Stealing my joy robbing my purest gratitude
Forcing entry into my world by hurling your ugly world into mine
How dare you!
Who do you think you are?
To mock me and hurl insults on my humanness
You made me fear your judgement and all the daggers that you threw my way
I kept running away from you to save my soul and yet I kept running back to you seeking your approval
How dare you!
Who do you think you are?
A chemist of unbelievable proportions
Concocting decisive manipulation
In ways that hide beneath the sheets
The clues of neglect have been mixed with sugar and spice but nothing that was nice
Leaving so much distaste
Yet taking away all other options on the menu
I was left with nothing to eat but garbage
How dare you!
Who do you think you are?
To stunt my growth in every imperceptible way
Making me second guess myself
Casting a hurricane of disbelief
Tormenting me with the fear of failure and rejection
Addicted to the image of perfection
How dare you!
Who do you think you are?
To play me over and over again
An unwilling participant in your torturous game
Pressure on me to defend my inner child
Revelling in my anguish
Never putting an end to my cries
How dare you!
Who do you think you are?
To goad me into the sunken levels of your bane existence
Frying my emotions and pulverizing my identity
Pushing me to monster-like tendencies
Stop projecting your vile nature unto me
How dare you!
Who do you think you are?
Questioning my life
After trampling on me unnoticeably
In the silence of the crowd
You hid your lifetime abuse with all the gravel of your words
But your actions betrayed you
They revealed your abyss of pain and dysfunction
Till you could no longer live the layers of lies
As your manipulations chased you
How dare you!
Who do you think you are?
You are not me.
Do not fool yourself into thinking that we are one and the same.
Deal with your thoughts. Deal with your emotions. Deal with your choices. Deal with your lies. Deal with your manipulations. Deal with your cruelty. Deal with who you are and the path that you have chosen.
This is the healing end of all the abuse.
This is the end of the tale you tried to weave.
This is the end of the horror you tried to heap.
This is the end of the sick game you trapped me into playing.
This is the end of you wanting to be me.
This is the end of you stealing my identity.
This is the end.
I am finally free.